adjusting (Sunday, April 18, 2010)
when we first moved to washington i think i sat in the parking lot crying for about 20 min before i actually got out of the car. all i wanted was to go home. i couldnt stand the weather, the tiny apartment, having to adjust, being away from my family, from my friends.
i still dislike how much its rainy and cold here and i still dislike the fact i’m so far from my friends and family and still cannot seem to make any friends. but thats mostly my fault. i dont really see the use in making friends since hubs will only be here for one more month and i’ll be gone most of the time he’s gone.
and this is the first time i’ve moved and had to adjust without the rest of my family with me. we’ve made some big moves in the past but it’s always been together. this is the first time i’ve done it on my own with MY family. but i think we’ve done a lot of fun things and seen a lot while we’ve been here and we’ll have a lot to tell t about as she gets older and tons of pictures to show her. i’d still like to take her up onto the space needle, to the aquarium (her favorite), zoo, and whale watching. and while hubs is gone we’ll be traveling to southern california to visit family and back to the northern cali coast to spend time on the beautiful beaches up there. i’m kinda scared for it to be just me and her but i’m also excited to make these memories with her. i think i’m the most excited to go whale watching with her. how exciting to see orcas that close! i’m sure i’m about a million times more excited than she is, but that ok. :)
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